Keeping Going

I am delving more into limitless meditation and living and it is taking me back into music.  That is surprising to me because I thought that had all kind of shut down for the time being however it is coming back in a very real way.  I am motivated more than ever to go and record a song I wrote called Your Dreams at a local studio.  It seems like a sort of Herculean task for some reason.  To get back into playing is a whole shift in my consciousness.  But I definitely sense the shift.  I had a conversation with someone at work about dreams of becoming a musician and it sparked in me a realization that I am still that person who is called to be a music artist.  Getting established in my PSA job I think has helped me get my bearings.  Now I will be able to make a full recording of this song and really unpack it fully to be all that it can be.  That is powerful to me.  That is something else.  I am grateful for that in my life.  I am grateful for the gift of music that I have and believe more than ever in that as a gift in my life.  

I have deliberated as to whether or not to keep going with these blog posts for the time being and whether or not to keep going with the meditations that I have been making.  They feel like a different register from what I do musically like a different realm.  They might work to keep going.  I purchased a book about the music business that I plan to read through again and take copious notes on.  And then actually do what it says to do.  That is always the shift, the key to reading.  Putting it into play.  Making it real.  Taking action.  It is a big shift to go back into music again.  I thought that maybe all of that was done with as I was delving into librarianship more fully.  But now I feel it very strongly to keep going with my gift for music and give my gifts freely.  I am planning on doing it all.  I am planning of continuing to be a success in my life like never before and really, truly thriving in my life, as my life, for my life.  I am this life.  I am my life.  I am real.  This is all real.  This dreams and dreams are real.  I am living them.  They are unfolding and happening for real.  All the work I have done means something and matters.  This all matters.  We make it come to life.